If Only

What is the best sex you have never had?
That moment in memory often returned to with nostalgic regret that it didn't happen.
Stopped in it's tracks it is an experience that cannot be repeated, captured in time, and memory has an interesting way of curling around what you wish it to be.
Cila Warnke has written a story imbued with 'what if...', that sliding door second where a decision made in the heat of the moment causes ripple effects for years to come. The upside of the best sex you never had are the kaleidoscopic fantasies that revolve around that instant, fantasies that only increase in intensity - where the echo of desire becomes a stronger vibrating force the more you return to that time.